Fuck you addiction. Every time I think we’ve moved forward, there you are with your fangs still half way in, waiting patiently, knowing there’s still life left to drain us of.
I am so tired of the hold you have on my family. I am so tired of playing this cruel game in which my children suffer the most. I am emotionally exhausted of the circumstances I am thrust into because you won’t keep your greedy, twisted hands off of my family. I am fed up with the judgements that come to my family because you refuse to relinquish your grip.You are disgusting and terrible. You are evil and cruel.
I fucking hate you.
oh lovely existence 
(((Hugs)))
Thank you.
Sending love to you all. Your girls will be fine – because YOU are an amazing parent and will be there for them through anything xxx
Jane. Thank you. Today has been hard. My kids have so much capacity for forgiveness though, it amazes me. We all love that man, despite his struggles. I know he didn’t ask to have them, yet here they are, and because we love him we go through them too. Despite the growing that happens, and yes I believe that the girls will be fine in the end, it is still hard. I appreciate that you took the time to comment. xoxo.
I’m am truly sorry you are still dealing with this…your strength is amazing. ((Hugs))
Thank you, Cori. There is so much work put in and it all falls apart as a result of one simple action. With consequences that will affect us for years. Is it strength or insanity? I don’t always know. But I do know at his core he truly is a good human being and it’s awfully hard to just give up. Maybe more so because this is round 2.